"It's a god-awful small affair
To the girl with the mousy hair
But her mummy is yelling "No"
And her daddy has told her to go
But her friend is nowhere to be seen
Now she walks through her sunken dream
To the seat with the clearest view
And she's hooked to the silver screen
But the film is a saddening bore
'Cause she's lived it ten times or more
She could spit in the eyes of fools
As they ask her to focus on

Sailors fighting in the dance hall
Oh man! Look at those cavemen go
It's the freakiest show
Take a look at the Lawman
Beating up the wrong guy
Oh man! Wonder if he'll ever know
He's in the best selling show
Is there life on Mars?"

Saturday afternoon, trying to occupy my mind with Hunky Dory, Dorian Grey and candle smoke.

Also I remembered this video that my friend Dan showed me over summer.
I challenge you to watch it without being disturbed, wanting to cry or feel slightly sick.
Its just put me in a very odd mood. Its beautiful in a haunting way, heart-wrenchingly sad and shows a deep understanding of human emotion and soul, without any words.
And its just some genuinely creepy shit really.






Right after watching that I seriously need to cheer myself up . Once again I have to much to do and not enough time for all of it.

1. Start writing news story
2. Read more Dorian Grey
3. Print out web pages
4. Rent an old film from the library
5. Stop feeling so overwhelmed

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